There's something I've got to say
You're always with me even though you're far away
Talkin' to you on my cell
Just the sound of your voice
Makes my heart melt.
Oh girl, it's true.

I'm all about you.
I'm all about us.
No baby you never have to question my love.
& Every night, there's a new crowd.
But it's always you I'm singing about.
There is only one these words are going out to.
Oh girl, I'm all about you.

I know you worry sometimes.
Some other girl will make me forget you're mine.
There's not a doubt in this world
That anyone could take the place of my number one girl.
It's true.

I'm all about you.
I'm all about us.
No baby you never have to question my love.
& Every night, there's a new crowd.
But it's always you I'm singing about.
There is only one these words are going out to.
Oh girl, I'm all about you.

When I close my eyes I can see you.
It's like you're right here.
& This feeling's only getting stronger.
You're with me everywhere.

I'm all about you.
I'm all about us.
No baby you never have to question my love.
& Every night, there's a new crowd.
But it's always you I'm singing about.
There is only one these words are going out to.
Oh girl, I'm all about you.

I'm all about you.. <3

- Aaron Carter // I'm All About You

you're losing hope in yourself baby. you can't do that. you're much too good for that.

no matter what you think and no matter what people tell you, remember, there's always at least one person in this world that believes in everything you've got. even if you think what you've got isn't much, there's at least one person that thinks everything you've got and everything you are is absolutely amazing. (i hope by now, you realize that that person is me)
i don't need you to be the most successful person ever. nor do i need you to be the richest person in the world. as long as i have the person that i love and he loves me too, we could live in a paper box in the subway station for all i care. as long as you're still my ひーくん, i'm perfectly fine with everything you do. i'm not picky about things anymore when i'm with you. well, maybe small things, but the larger things in life, i just want to go with the flow. i don't want to nor do i need to plan every single little detail out like i used to. you've taught me that.
right now things are rough and hard to get by. the scholastic situation isn't very pleasing to hear. and we've been going through a couple of bumps in the road lately too. but, like i always have, i believe in us. not just you and not just me. i believe in us. i believe we can make it no matter what obstacles are thrown at us.
remember that i'll always be behind you in all your decisions. and i'll always support you. and when you cross that finish line, i'll be the first one to hug you, give you a kiss, smile at you and tell you "congratulations baby. you did it." i'm proud of you. never disappointed.

never let others bring you down.
"The thing about life is that you must survive. Life is going to be difficult, and dreadful things will happen. What you do is move along, get on with it, and be tough. Not in the sense of being mean to others, but being tough to yourself and making a deadly effort not to be defeated." -Katharine Houghtin Hepburn



粉雪　－　レミオロメン

The season in which the powdered snow dances always passes by
Even if I’m lost in a crowd I can see the same sky
Even though I'm chilled as if I'm being blown by the wind

I don't know anything(1) about you, do I?
And yet, I found you amongst a billion(2) people
There's no (scientific) basis for this, but I believe this with all seriousness

We can't live at the same time without trivial fights
If I can't be honest, then rapture and sorrow are meaningless

Powdered snow, if you paled me white to the heart
Can you share our loneliness?

I pressed my ear against your heart
Going gently, deeply towards where the sound (is coming from)
(That's where) I want to disembark,
There, we'll meet once again

I want us to reach rapport but I was the (only) one who touched its surface
The only thing that was holding us together was my hand squeezing yours that was numb with cold
Powdered snow, in front (of us), eternity, too fragilely, becomes a stain upon rough asphalt

Powdered snow, this heart that has transcended time is faltering
And yet, I want to continue to protect you

Powdered snow, if you paled me white to the heart
You would wrap around our loneliness and send it back into the sky

i guess i should out this use. lol.
so i'm dating someone. it's been 2 months [21 days until 3 months]
we've had A LOT of ups & downs. and when i say ups&downs i mean like harsh ones. we ALMOST broke up this morning. although it didnt really happen, the feeling of just hearing the words 'i dont think it's working out' was really painful. i think that no matter what hurt or whatever happens, as long as he's by my side, i'll be okay. and as long as i can call him mine, then i'll be okay. i know that sounds TOTALLY lame but that's just how it is now.
not to sound bad or anything, but i think we'll have a lot more ups & downs that might be worse than this. but it's okay. we'll get through it. i know we will. cause that's just how we are.. :] lol, i feel totally lame right now writing this. anyways, i think i havent seen him in like.. a week? yeah i know. it's horrible. but i guess it's something i'll have to get used to.

i'm gonna go shower now. lol i might write more later. idk ^^;